I am taking my break from work and I feel, like running home and taking a nap. It's chilly and its drizzling out. Just one of those days that you want to sit by the window and read..and fall asleep doing so. It's def not a day of working a double and staying till closing. On the other hand I can't complain I only work a couple days a week and on my free days I do all the things I love, I go visit my family and go out with old friends, I manage to go through my make up drawer and throw out anything growing mold...just kidding. I read a lot more, and go out on walks just to walk, not because I want to lose weight or because I want a work out but just because it's a lovely day to walk. I go for runs and bike rides, and sometimes I even go shopping, its funny cause before I would shop a lot more I think I stopped because A. since I'm working less I have less disposable money, but mainly B. I'm happier doing all the other activities. I feel like I'm looking for peace, what I mean is that I want all the extraneous noise to quiet in my head. All the worries, all the anger, doubt, all of the things that make me fall apart to go away. I think I am accomplishing this by my walks and runs etc. Also writing out my jumbled thoughts help as well. Soon enough my life will change and get busy with all the nuances that holding down a regular job entails, but for now I would like to enjoy these fine times.