My Master Plan!!

This year I have decided to be more organized, and yes this is a typical New Year's resolution but this time I have faith that I will follow through. I bought this beautiful leather planner with a gold trim that I write in everyday. I also have a separate notebook that at the beginning of the month I will write out a list of goals for that month, they range in importance of finding a new doctor to getting my nails done. Than during the month I record tidbits of the day that seem relevant to me and to my goals, from what I eat, what I spent, etc. My plan is that by the end of the month I can go through and check off goals attained and goals that I have failed at will go to the top to-do list for the following month. Sounds complicated? It is. I think I just feel like I need some structure, I constantly feel like I am free falling into the abyss, that a planner with gold trim feels like a rock to cling onto, even for just a minute before continuing my falling. January is coming to an end pretty quickly and my list is pretty much all checked off. I am very proud of myself, which is actually a goal I have on my list for February. I want to appreciate myself, for all that I am, and all that I am not. I know that my fragile self esteem is not something that can be healed in one short month but it is a start. I will dedicate the whole month to loving myself, and improving the things that I don't love so much, it is the month for love after all. I off to mail a belated present to my friend in Seattle (another check for my list!)
TTFN!